Date:	2006-06-16 12:23
Subject:	like, zoinks, scoob.
Security:	Public
Mood:	awake
Music:	thelonious monk - i love you sweetheart of all my dreams

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Date:	2005-11-09 12:46
Subject:	Eat shit or drink it.
Security:	Public
Mood:	dying
Music:	Madvillian - America's Most Blunted Feat. Quasimoto

This page will most likely be updated more than this page

Date:	2005-10-31 09:51
Subject:	Happy Halloween
Security:	Public
Mood:	rotting flesh
Music:	Cephalic Carnage - Crytosporidium

WARNING! NSFW!!

In lieu of our festive season, Halloween, I'm providing you all with 10 quality frightening acts from the internet. Enjoy....

1.Girl Eats Praying Mantis
2.Hole In One...Body Part
3.Trick Or Treat
4.Goodbye Friends (Just click 'open', you won't want to see this twice)
5.We Up In The Club, Drinking Bub'
6.Article That Makes Plenty of Sense
7.I Believe I Sold That Mask To Someone, Oh Yeah! It Was Hilary Duff
8.Not So Scary But More Enticing
9.Scare Tactics Classic, Actually The Show Sucks Balls But This Clip Is OK
10.Short Film entitled 'The Cat With Hands' if you were turned off by the previous links, this one is a masterpiece and not so terrifying, so click it you pussy

There are plenty more online if you dive deep enough but I'm too lazy plus I fucking hate your guts.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Date:	2005-10-27 13:51
Subject:	Can you feel with that?
Security:	Public
Mood:	inside out people
Music:	Frou Frou - Breathe In

Alright, it has been while since I updated and I suppose a lot has happened in my hiatus. My employment will soon disintegrate to dust again when I lose my seasonal job at the Halloween store. I'm in a band that is completely devoted to beautiful music; I play drums and write the words. I plan on using symbolism and imagery in my works -which is surprisingly difficult to commit to so far since I'm not used to writing poetry or words that are standardized in performance form. I also believe we're progressing predominately fast, maybe I'm just delirious. I can't wait for more practices in mid-November. The band is 'A Temporary Change In Direction' and you can find us here.

I don't want to sound like a whining eunuch here but Hollywood movies are terrible nowadays. I highly suggest that everyone that has to partake in the less-exciting titles of shit cinema that barges into theatres today, to bring along capsules of cyanide like those special agents swallow when they are neck deep in the horror of hopelessness. Just quietly insert into your gums right around the cliche moment of one team moving from one locale to another when they should be nuking the entire facility and saving precious amounts of dollars (doom, doom, Doom). I just saw "Visitor Q" last night and I'm pretty positive that the 84 minute experience changed my life forever.

I read the review of 'Matt Pond PA's new album that was recently -or soon to be- released in stores worldwide and I'm hoping it will be another great album. Everyone should take note in picking it up if only for 15 seconds to scan it and listen for about 6 seconds then putting it down and going to buy the new 'It Dies Today' or 'As I Lay Dying' or 'It Dies As I Lay Choking Myself To Death From Spending Seventeen Fucking Bucks On This Rancid Piece Of Manure' CD. Music, where are you..????

School is going fine, except for the fact that I failed my History mid-term, and was forced to withdrawal the class. History is bullshit anyway, if I cared about Lincoln or his fetish for prostitutes with little to no facial hair then I would've walked out of that class with a golden arch over me whistling to the theme song from 'Sanford and Son'. Due to the lack of concentration and caring, (see above.)

Halloween is arriving soon. Unfortunately I'll be working my 5-10 shift. Did you catch my thrilling wave of enthusiasm in the previous sentence? No? Here it is again..FUCK YEAH!

My birthday is approaching again, November 7th (mark your calenders), the meaningless age of 20 strikes.

Has anyone been keeping up to date with 'The Situation' lately? They're starting to become this huge media conglomerate takeover show, and I'm not at all shocked. I knew it was coming sooner or later.

The Boondocks start sometime soon too. November 2nd?? Watch it!!!

peace and elbow grease!

Date:	2005-09-24 14:29
Subject:	I've Seen It All
Security:	Public
Mood:	closer
Music:	Mabus - Swingin' In Saterlee Grove

we do not exist.

Date:	2005-09-19 12:49
Subject:	You will all die a bunch of cynical bastards.
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	the Zombies - The Way I Feel Inside

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Date:	2005-09-14 13:53
Subject:	Terry was a burly fellow that enjoyed licking bubble gum from underneath tables.
Security:	Public
Mood:	down syndrome
Music:	Marilyn Manson - Cyclops

I can't keep this updated for the life of me.

http://www.fazed.org/video/view/?id=85

Date:	2005-09-03 14:42
Subject:	Palms to the ceiling, immediately!
Security:	Public
Mood:	blank
Music:	Aesop Rock - Wake Up Call

http://media.putfile.com/Kanye-West-at-the-Hurricane-Katrina-tele

Date:	2005-08-29 14:26
Subject:	I own: Radiohead - Towering Above The Rest, 10 Discs, 187 Tracks, "The Holy Grail of Radiohead"
Security:	Public
Mood:	scramble him
Music:	Radiohead - Killer Cars

First day of classes. Tomorrow, first day of work.


Ruben Salazar
March 3, 1928 - August 29, 1970

Date:	2005-08-27 12:51
Subject:	Brian Peppers hosts Slumber Party 2005!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	Blast-off!
Music:	Cephalic Carnage - Zuno Gyakusastsu

The prolonged history of unemployment has come to a halt. I currently work at "Everything Halloween" in the (dirt) Newburgh Mall. I realize it's only seasonal, I'll have to relocate soon, but in the meantime I'm scaring the diaper doom out of toddlers. That's about all I have to type in this entry for now, everyone have a lovely day!

Date:	2005-08-19 11:08
Subject:	The fish hook in jaw effect.
Security:	Public
Mood:	subtle
Music:	The Grateful Dead - Casey Jones

Not much to update, except for the mere fact that I dislike spiders phenomenally, yet find them fascinating and photo worthy...




And this unbelievable video I discovered in my webpage travels...

Date:	2005-08-17 11:56
Subject:	Charles Bukowski (1920 - 1994)
Security:	Public
Mood:	content
Music:	MF Doom - Go With The Flow

Monday, August 15th was Charles Bukowski's birthday. One of my favorite authors, poets, and all around great writer. He has the style of a perfectionist that only few can handle while maintaining a drunkard mood, and using everyday living in a genius atmospheric view. Here's a couple outstanding beat-generation American poetry pieces of work for you to enjoy...


"killing life"


minor and trivial complaints,
constantly aired,
might drive a saint mad,
let alone a common good
old boy (me).
and worse, those who
complain
are hardly aware they do it
unless finally told
they don't believe it.
and so nothing leads
anywhere
and it's just another day
wasted,
kicked in the ass,
mutilated
while the buddha
sits in the corner
smiling.


-and one more-


"question and answer"


he sat naked and drunk in a room of summer
night, running the blade of the knife
under his fingernails, smiling, thinking
of all the letters he had received
telling him that
the way he lived and wrote about
that--
it had kept them going when
all seemed
truly
hopeless.

putting the blade on the table, he
flicked it with a finger
and it whirled
in a flashing circle
under the light.

who the hell is going to save
me? he
thought.

as the knife stopped spinning
the answer came:
you're going to have to
save yourself.

still smiling,
a: he lit a
cigarette
b: he poured
another
drink
c: gave the blade
another
spin.

Date:	2005-08-16 13:11
Subject:	Review of 'Takk' by Sigur Ros
Security:	Public
Mood:	pleased
Music:	Sigur Ros - Sorglega

First time writing a review, here it goes...



When it comes to beautiful music that seems to detach itself from the typical angelic vocals and pleasing, statuesque post modern artsy radiant rock, Sigur Ros have redefined another world. With 'Takk', the groups newest lp, they invite the listener on a journey of epic proportions exceptionally familiar as an enticing film score. Melodic layers in a perfected soundscape allow Sigur Ros' true authenticity to shed light through any darkness they may depict amongst their pridian masterpieces. With absolutely no ego whatsoever to ashame, the band sorts through incomprehensive improvement and delivers a well diverse impact. With less emphasis on heavy guitar, sounds conjured beyond all imaginability, and a gregarious chemistry of instruments, mastery is obtained. Sigur Ros tends to walk a funambulism of divinity and tenaciousness within eleven tracks of excellency. I believe Takk is a consolidation of the last two albums, ( ), and Agaetis Byrjun, with an adumbrate outlook over Agaetis Byrjun. While unable to ignore the sense that Sigur Ros has created something new and most recognizable. The groups ten minute, "Milano", welters in a fountain of imagery and maintains the same composure from beginning to end. The ambient structure rides waves in the groups single, "Gong", with an upbeat techo drumline, and rhythm only certain artists can develop in experimentalism. The group seems to never fade away from the dulcet tones intervened within their own symphony. Judging from previous efforts, they've fomented their intellectual side while still keeping true to the emotional characteristics delivered. While Takk seems to have already sought out absolute brilliance, I'm uncertain that any other band will ever reach the quintessence of Sigur Ros.

10/10

Date:	2005-08-14 19:57
Subject:	The Neverending Story: An ode to the worst movie ever made.
Security:	Public
Mood:	chuckle, chuckle
Music:	Tusk - Dracula Dragon Trick

First & Foremost, Can't wait for this...

Date:	2005-08-09 17:31
Subject:	Taft was indeed large, weighing over three hundred pounds
Security:	Public
Mood:	burn, baby, burn
Music:	Mabus - Nagadoches Descending

Alright, the last couple of days were spent regaining consciousness of my computer, which decided to crash and took my 5 gigabytes of mp3s hostage. Luckily, with senses of this happening sooner or later, I 'Prt Scrn'ed my folder of illegal goodies and stored the image files away on a disc. Saturday I bombarded the bottle, Sunday slept away the day to a cold pulse, Monday took my placement exam for Ductchess Community College. Tomorrow I receive my classes and then I go job hunting, which is always a field day on someone's behalf. Photos below of files you wish you owned, much like myself of course...

Date:	2005-08-04 10:14
Subject:	Flatline by noontime.
Security:	Public
Mood:	die die die die die die die
Music:	http://www.ferretstyle.com/gutter/

I gazed up on the scorching, blurry waves hovering my skin from afar. Perspiration glistened from my forehead, layers upon layers of sweat beading from the remainder of my body. "Yeah, it sure is hot" could this day get any warmer? Presumably it would reach around 90 degrees of mass temperature, currently it was at its peak performance of 98. I felt as if the wind conductor wasn't committing fully to his job of creating flowing gusts of air to soothe the atmosphere, "that evil drone, sent here to destroy us all." We lurched around the house dripping over the carpet, the sound of our digestion tracts engulfing the fluid from the water cooler. Our numerous shower routines displayed a plan to simply obviate a pleasant nights rest, in dreams of success. Struggling to arise from the living room furniture, leaving behind a silhouette of wetness, and remnants of a decaying corpse. The nature of our habitual style shed off our own and spread amongst those near, a group of abandoned pariahs. Longing for a trenchant descision in this mist of humidity and warmth, the cooling temptations strike my brain in hallucinations. Yet, I still feel a slight adjustment in hopes of tomorrow will show an ounce of compassion. It's all a mirage, an illusion of H2o, that can't seem to maintain a worthy poker face in this violent game.

Date:	2005-07-26 18:54
Subject:	The demoralization of a bastard. The rebirth of Kyle. Part I
Security:	Public
Mood:	jobless
Music:	Curl Up And Die - The One Above All, The End Of All That Is

Ok, an update worth typing out! I got fired from my job that's overrun by communists, typical. I was sabotaged from the beginning anyway, my doom seems to leak through my skin every time I'm employed. Which leads me to my hiatus from the payroll system until I'm enrolled into some waste of time community college. Good riddance. A beautiful plan, almost too good to be true surfaced for a short second/ quick minute, I was attempting to move myself up north to an unfamiliar area, Watertown. My events taking place in a town that's unknown to me would've consisted of: living alone in an apartment, getting a part-time job, and attending college. In all reality the finance and wages drowned me completely, I wouldn't be able to afford to go to college (which would defeat the descision of my relocation). So in desperation to go to school, my grandmother offers to aid me in my learning fields. I just have to apply for another piss-ridden, tax stealing, group of reptiles in uniforms containing me for hours in a holding cell in order to pay for gas and hopefully a new car in the future months to come.


That sums up my adventures in this chapter appropriately titled, "Balderdash!!!:Refusal of Society (The Anarchist & His Gas Can Come To Washington)".

Date:	2005-06-29 18:07
Subject:	who wants to accompany me on a vast journey across our fine country?
Security:	Public
Mood:	hawthorn heights makes me puke
Music:	requiem for a dream remixed soundtrack

I'm serious, we could map a vehicle to a precise destination and en route our voyage to the nether regions. Your car would be in absolute play though, mine is licking the bottom of the bottle like an alcoholic in desperate need of a tender dream. Rain or shine, nothing could shatter this revelation of our discovery in life itself. Are their breathing organisms beyond our surrounding farmland? Let's find out...

Date:	2005-06-20 01:13
Subject:	grind/spaz/fuck/noise/brutal/death/pussyXcore mix. I made, you should too.
Security:	Public
Mood:	Picture that without the smile
Music:	See below.

1.Daughters-Boner X-Ray
2.Old Man Gloom-Girth And Greed
3.Botch-Japam
4.Love Lost But Not Forgotten-It Never Happened
5.The #12 Looks Like You-Texas Dolly
6.Tower Of Rome-We Put The Fun In Funeral
7.Hewhocorrupts-Unload The White Load
8.Tusk-Green Love
9.Wolf Eyes-Village Oblivion
10.The Locust-Sever The Toes
11.Ed Gein-Robert Flaig
12.The Binding-A Man, A Plan, A Canal, Panama
13.Not Enough Gold-High Life
14.Hot Like (A) Robot-Labia Extensions
15.The Tony Danza Tap Dance Extravaganza-I Bet Heaven Looks A Lot Like Talladega
16.Curl Up & Die-Contra Code
17.Animosity-Saved
18.Cephalic Carnage-Paralyzed By Fear
19.Combatwoundedveteran-Kill L.I.N.C.O.L.N.
20.Ion Dissonance-The Death Of One Man Is A Tragedy...
21.The Nicaea Room-The Yuppie Grinder V02
22.The Great Redneck Hope-They Say People Elect The Government...
23.A Scanner Darkly-Pay For The Printer
24.The Burning Room-You Can't Hug A Child With Nuclear Arms
25.The Sawtooth Grin-Rapkit Afficionado
26.Between The Buried And Me-Alaska
27.Adai-Ascaris Lumbricoides
28.Through The Eyes Of The Dead-Beneath Dying Skies
29.Despised Icon-Harvesting The Deceased
30.Terminally Your Aborted Ghost-Hung Through A Coat Hanger
31.Bodies In The Gears Of The Apparatus-White Trash Whore
32.Glass Casket-In Between The Sheets
33.Red Roses For A Blue Lady-A Girl Named
34.Uncle Bob Drives A Combine-Neigh!

Date:	2005-06-07 20:24
Subject:	Cute boys give blowjobs like no other.
Security:	Public
Mood:	spicy foods or blushing?
Music:	The Mars Volta - Intertiatic E.S.P.

i'll rarely be online under: thunder branches. plus no one talks to me anyway, just call my cell phone (845.542.2447) and we'll most definitely hang out, or use my myspace account (http://www.myspace.com/serpentingseas) or use this thing. have a goodnight